Jada Nguyen. Viet. 14. East Coast. Single.
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You have no clue what I go through every single day. You have no clue how much it hurts to fake a smile just so the ones who care wouldn’t worry, you have no clue how much it hurts to lie to everyone saying “I’m fine.”, you have no clue how much I cry every night from you, you have no clue how much I suffer every single day.
Remember when you said you’d be here no matter what? Remember when you said you’d never leave my side? Were you just saying those things so I would feel safe and secure? You said you’d be here, well where are you when I need you the most? Oh that’s right, you left just like everyone else.
Left you all broken. Left you feeling like you’re nothing. Left you crying alone every single day, with broken promises & vows that i’d never thought would be broken. I don’t want to live with this fear.
(Source: itsskaseyy)
Pretending as if i’m not hurt at all, pretending to smile as if i’m the happiest person in the world. I wonder how much pain I can take before I give up on everything.
But I always end up forgiving you, why do I always do that? I can never stay mad at you. You give me so many reasons to be but I avoid them all.
